Thursday, August 4, 2011

Firsts: phone sex

The first time I ever had phone sex was with Elle, in the middle of the night when we were living in different cities for the summer. She had spent years having phone sex with previous lovers and teasing internet dirty talk with strangers, but I had never done any real amount of either. She was determined that I would learn.


"What do you do when you have phone sex?" I asked her.

"You talk about dirty things, about what you would do if you were together, about fantasies you have... and you touch yourself," she said.

One night, late, when I was alone in my room far away from where she was alone in hers, she asked me to get the erotica book she'd bought for me off the top shelf of my closet so I could read some of it to her. I pulled it down and opened to one of the stories and began to read out loud, connected to her by phone lines.

The story was sexy, breathtaking, though I don't remember exactly what it was about. We are both word girls-- in life, and in sex. We both like the way sexual words feel on our tongues. I had read literotica for years, and Elle had both read and written some of her own, but I had never read it out loud to anyone. The hard, striking words (clit, cock, cunt, all those hard 'c' sounds) were always the ones that really got to me. Halfway through the first story, I slid my underwear off under the covers and held the phone on one shoulder and the book in one hand so I could touch myself with the fingers of my other hand. I kept reading, even as I dipped two of my fingers inside of me and used them to circle my clit until it was a hard little bead under my fingertips. I didn't have a toy, only myself, and I kept rubbing in lazy circles as I turned pages with my other hand. The first story ended, and the second began, and I kept reading even as I came hard in spasms that made my back arch and my toes curl.

I finished the story, and we moved on to talk about other things. I thought she had been doing the same thing to herself as I had been, and it wasn't until weeks later when I mentioned something about it that I found out that she hadn't been touching herself at all.

-Bee

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